WELCOME TO MY BLOG!
Name: Lim Wei Bin
DOB: 9 june 1992

Previous School: Maha Bodhi School, Bedok View Secondary
Current School : Temasek Polytechnic =D
Course: Game and Entertainment Technology(GET), IIT
CCA: Community Service Club (CSC) <333

Interest
-Anime
-Gaming 
-Volunteering
-Sleep zzZ
Loves
-GOD
-Family
-CSC
-Spiritual family
-Friends

Decisions are Choices to be made.
Choices are Decisions to be made.
which appeals to you more?
For me, both appeals to me cause it has occured on me just today.

Decisions are Choices to be made.
Today, i had a decision to make. My care person wanted to return the games to the company and needs someone to help him carry the stuff over to his car as well as follow him to the company to return the products. (1h trip to and back ) I had the choice to decide whether i wanted to go. This decision was diffcult because i had CDS later and might be late for it. However, i'm also a guy who tries not to say "NO". In the end, i asked if some other classmate if they were free to go instead.

Was being late for CDS an excuse or a reason??

Choices are Decisions to be made.
After programming class, some classmates and I went up to lvl8 lab to continue our assignments. Here i had choices to make.
1)go sleep
2)complete my assignment
3)help my classmates with his assignment
4)play games

Looking at the 4 choices, i know i have to make a decision. In the end, i chose to help my classmate with his assignment.
Obviously play games is wrong. Going to slp was good but i rather do something productive. I did not do my assignment cause my friend was really really REALLY way behind time and we need to hand it up on by thur 9am AKA 24h left only.

I was tired but why didn't i sleep??
I also have not finished my assignment, so why bother go help others? Should i have saved myself first before saving others?
So in the end, was what i stated reasons or just excuses??



In life, there are many such instances. so no matter how we hope these things not to happen, they would still appear in your life.
All i feel is that when making all these decisions or choices, we should not try to avoid the problem.
Go solve it. If you can't do it, talk to someone else about it, someone whom u can trust.
Avoiding is something we can do, however it stays in us forever only till the day u decide to make a choice/decision.

quote from jesslyn's blog " Decide with your MIND and your HEART"
Be clear what you want and your reasons for doing it, so that it does not become an excuse and eventually a problem u are avoiding.

Tada! This game is one which i have am playing currently with my classmates at home.




The it's a first person shooter game where you play as one of the 4 main characters of the game and level up like a RPG.
They are Lilith(The Siren), Mordecai(The Hunter), Roland(The Soldier) and last but not least Brick(The Berserker, main character)

Now, how can say the names and not put pictures XD











Final group picture here...

This game also has multiplayer mode where it can hold up to 4 players max per game.
For myself, im currently playing as Lilith because i started abit later and none of my classmates have chosen it.
Overall game experience i feel is quite good as you complete missions and achivements in the game.
Shall not say much more about it cause i will only by spoilers =D


(photos are taken from image.google.com)

Hmm... i was thinking, maybe from now on i shall post about games and anime
that i have played and watched since young. hmmm i wonder if i got the stamina
to actualy keep this going since i know im the '3-min'high' type of people >.<

OK! Let's set it twice per week! Every sat i shall post something like that here =D


<<--------next post---------->>

These few days have not been slping well because of YRP.
To be honest i know i have changed ever since CSC camp.
However did it change for the better or did it change for the worse?

Recently something struck my heart while i had some conversations with my classmates.
It was regarding personal interest and dreams. They were about the course and the
amount of passion/interest we have for the course, which was mainly one reason why
my classmates joined this course. The conversation set me thinking about
why i chose this course in the first place. 

Some of their dreams were to create their own games one day and sell it big, that was why
they joined. One was seriously interested in programming and loved playing games, thus
he joined.

As for me, my dream was to become a pastry chef and tada, yet i'm in a course totally not
related to the F&B or even pastry industry. So what was the reason that triggered me to
actualy put this course as my second choice?!?

Whatever the reason was, I have chose this path and i cannot turn back.Thus I have decided,
i shall make a big long turn to change paths. How long this turn? Maybe 5/10/20years from
now.



imnottryingtoshowofforattractattentioninthisblog
alliwantistoexpressmyfeelinghereandnow
whyineverapproachmyfriendsisanotherreason
areasonformyfriendstoslowlyfindout
sryifihaddisappointedyou
butihavehiddenthesefromyou

I ever wondered if there is such a thing called lazy worm that can exist in human body...
I have only heard of lazy bone but lazy wORm>? I doubt so...

However, just for the past 2 days i have been at home rotting all the way as i have no class.
Seriously i know that i have many things to do like school work, CSC etc. but there was no
sence of urgency within me. Nothing much was done by the end of saturday night -.-

Today had to rush many many things and tada~ i have not finish any of my homework
though i started on some already.... this "i don't feel like doing' is going to kill me >.<

shall list things to remind me what i need to do....
1)iHCI handphone critique
2)CSC YRP stuff

hmm cannot think of any others for now >.<
Shall stop here and go complete my CMSK3 research !!


dontstopnevergiveup!
fastergodoyourwork!
nogirllikeslazypepsyouknow!>.<

LOL!!! Just kidding about my title =)

Upcoming event is YRP and im actualy one of the organisers!!!
OMG so excited about it, i wonder how is it going to turn out like XD

However, things are piling up too. All my modules except one is project based.
Gosh i gotta start when i wake up tml liaos >.<

Oh well, got to start taking care of myself more liaos, if i cannot even take care of myself how take care of others!



whyyoukeepdoingitandtellyourselfyoushouldnot
wheninyourheartyouaresmilingsobrightly?
maybeijustwannacatchtheattention,
maybeijustwannaexpressyourselftoothers,
maybeitsjustcauseyouarestilllostandseekguidance~~~
whateveritis,donotscrewitupokimtellingyounow!!

Quite some time since i last blogged
Shu Xuan you still haven't get your present from me >=(

Well anyway, school started today and first day was "fantastic"!!!
Other than just having to wake up early in the morning to attend
a class at 9am and getting tricked into getting 4 other guys with
me to bring our lappy's to school when it is so freaking heavy -.-

Other than that, lectures today were ok and not that boring.
However that because it's only week 1 thus its quite slack.
After 6pm lecture went to SAA to help Roy in touching up
the banners. Jun Wei and HuiMin was there too!

Did the banner till quite late and ate dinner tgt opposite school.
TADA! Today we 3 guys witnessed a broken record!
Hui Min actualy ate dinner with us even though it was quite late.
Woots, spent quite some time for dinner and home the rest headed off,
other than me......

I took bus 23 to Kallang CC with Roy and Hui Min to return my cheque
which was written wrongly for refund. Thx ah Roy for the funny jokes on
bus *WINKS* and Hui Min for your accompany to the CC.

Today was quite a day full of fun and laughter, not forgetting that little pinch
of disappointment in the afternoon where i really had classes at 3pm >.<

Overall i feel school blues did not affected me much and i am a happy person =D

Happy Birthday Shu Xuan!!
14 Year Old le so must start
studying hard for streaming worr!!
Also rmb to collect your present form me someday =P


Hehes, hope you will be see this while you passby my blog =D

Random post here >.<

These 3 days had been having wierd dreams before i woke up.

One of them was me being a robber. I and someone else always target arcades and we manage to rob them
everytime we try. Could not really rmb much of the details after that. Then as we continued to rob, we realise
more cops patroling around the arcade. Even for once we were being followed and thought were suspects.
Luckily we knew and were not caught. This resulted us in changing targets to robbing food courts. (WT* rite??)
So one day, we stood a distance away from the food court, scouting the area and thinking of how to bust the stalls
when suddenly...........i woke up -.-

Quite crap ah my "dream" >.< i wonder wad happened next.

Today's dream was worse.
It started off where i was not accepted by one group of people. Reason i could not really rmb but it has something
to do with socercy, cool eh? So these organisation or something were choosing teens of my age to join them i
suppose and i was being ingored. These teens went through things that normal people do not go through and some
died cause they could not take it. Details could not really rmb and im glad cause i might feel disgusted >.<
Then the final few ,along with me, were standing in a big room. They were preparing for the last "test" before choosing
the right person to join them. It was bathing in a pool of black beetles( sounds like scorpion king movie worr).
Suddenly i reacalled in my dream, i rmb myself bathing inside before!! CRaP!! Then i floated into the air, with my mouth
opened, these black beetles started to crawl out in tons flooding the area below me. I was totally horrified by the thought
and i woke up again -.-

Seriously ah... i think must be cause i never sleep well that's why im having such wierd dreams and stuff =/
But thinking again, the bathing in pool of black beetles scene felt familiar. It was as if i dreamt about it before.


Lets hope this thing never happens to me for the next few months >.< best, never ever to dream about it again.

Yesterday Morning most of us gathered in school to meet PCEO because of the singa statue we earned =D
Quite proud and happy that CSC as made such an achivement on our very first project XD

Then was packing of log room and discussion on YRP.
Honestly ah, something wrong with me while discussing.
My brain was like totally blocked and needed some time
to actualy catch what Anna and Shahida was talking about.
Well.. the discussion was quite fruitful with some fresh interesting
ideas =D we just that we have to go through it again to refine it.

Next we went for a talk about situational leadership =D
i do not have alot to say but sapphria you did make the
whole experience " very interesting" =P

After the talk i quickly rushed home to take my num pad.
I was going to lend it to Daniel cause his com borke down
and was unable to play BU in audi... lol!
But thou my thought was good, the effort was worthless when
i realised, to my horror, the num pad was still at my mom's office!

Quickly,i showered and rushed off to TM to catch a movie with
CSC-ians =) the title of the show was " the ugly truth" and seriously
the show was full of sick jokes lar... i admit its funny but a bit can't take it.
Ke lian the Hui Min did not understand many parts of the show but
i would consider that lucky for her bah cause it meant that her mind
not so "polluted" to that extend XD
She kept asking those beside her to explain when she did not understand
why we laugh until siao. However Amanda dunno how to explain and for
Kevin... u know lar, how he explain something that **** to a girl straight >.<
Worse stuff i shall not mention cause its for those who went to know =X
woots~~~ went home after that and quite happy for the day =D






Today morning travelled to Daniel's house to pass him my num pad and
to my surprise, he was playing DOTA!!! Sad to say he lost the game but
its ok right cause its just a game ma (?. ?) See him play a bit of audi then
left his house for school.
 
Today went school for some kind of fitness exercise
dry-run. The purpose of the program is to train year 3 male students to get at
least sliver in NAPFA so that when they go army, they need not go through 
extra 2 mth training.

The training was tough and i shall not say much about it. Reason very simple,
i was like half dead after the exercise X9  could not really rmb what we had done.
However overall i find it feels great cause a sportsman like me who have not
exercised for so long going through such tough exercises again suddenly feels
so shiok!!!

Ok.... maybe not so shiok bahs cause now my body is actualy starting to ache T.T
Can't wait for another outing be it with CSC-ians, Colspahians, C237 or secondary
school friends. Just one major concern for me would be time and money bahs ($ .$)




OhMy,ShouldITakeTheFirstStepNowOrShouldISlowlyWaitAndSee??
ISenceDangerButWasItBecauseIWasThinkingTooMuch??
~Unstable Feelings~

Today i met a new girl, she is cute and active and also the type i like.
I would say she caught my attention the whole time today,
even till now i still cannot forget her name and face in my memories.

I met her during a drawing session in school, the time i actualy had a
good talk with her was in SAA, her character to me was she is a cheerful girl!
Someone who i might want to go for seriously would be this girl !!

But how did she start filling into my heart when someone else is already inside??
Is it cause im still young and my heart easily loses attention?
Is it cause im starting to see no hope in the girl thus subconsiously liking another?
Is it cause i actualy did not even have interest in the other girl previously??
Is it cause i find her look like someone who i love alot?
I seriously wonder =/

This seriously buggs me....the new girl nvr reply my sms buggs me even more =/
Im really worried what im actualy thinking lor....

Hello ah bin ge,one day only and u give this kind of feelings liao....
 plz stay faithful and stick to one... don't break your motto okies!!!
If u decide to do so you know that in the end the one who's heart is broken is you!!!

Today i went to school just for INCG subpaper revision with james and choon leong.
A bit late cause missed the previous bus, sry guys...
Well, went to find Garry around lvl6 and it was like god's blessing we somehow manage to spot him >.<

In the classroom, he told us what is going to be tested for sub-paper as well as how much we need to
score for sub-paper in order to pass INCG... tada! guess what.... when it was my turn, he told me i only
needed to score 40% for sub-paper to just pass the module -.-

OMG la i seriously angry with myself for screwing up such a good chance of pulling my GPA above 3.0 =(

Well thats over and now i should try to concentrate on passing sub paper since i'm gonna get more than3.0 GPA
as long as i pass INCG   hehes~~

Woots came back from IITSC camp yesterday and i was like totally depleted >.<
However the whole process during the camp wass wonderful! COLSPAH ROX! =D
(details lazy to cover, wanna know more can ask me =P one reason is cause " 我想家"   hehes)


Today went comex with xinyi and yuli to browse for com items. Personally wanted to find lappy skins.
In the end none attracted my attention. Yuli was there to just walk around while xinyi bought a keyboard
protractor. Not long after we walked we saw 1 familiar face...terence! Sad-ded he was working there thus
could not join us in touring round the halls at each level. Hehes... finally got my hands on orange box! =X

Then laters we went to ION's Swensens to eat ice-cream/dessert buffet! Xinyi had the 1 for 1 coupon so each
of us paid lesser =D  The ice-cream buffet is really super worth the money cause there are so many cakes,
crispy sweet waffles and not forgetting the smooth and eye-appealing ice-creams! All in all, it was fantastic.
Random thing to say... we spotted jolin working there (4e3 de) XD  buden did not say hi cause she was super
busy with the amount of work given.

Well after "dinner" we went back home by train and tada... joke of the day XD
We took red line to raffles place and immediately boarded the train opposite.
Happily chatting, we didn't realised that we took the correct line but in the wrong direction!  >.<

kk, tml have to wake up early to go sch =P  Nites to myself and have lollipop dreams XD

Monday i went back to BV for Teacher's Day! It was fun and heart warming to see many students coming back to visit the teachers and chatting with each other to get a grip of how our lives are in poly/JC. Most of the students whom i saw were graduates from my batch. Sad to say i had CSC meeting then in the afternoon, thus i had to leave early and did not manage to talk to some teachers. One would be Miss Wei, saw her 2-3 times and even called her name but she did not hear i suppose >.<  some details about things done in school can be seen at yuli's blog XD

Bus-ed to TP and met with my lovely CSC family to start meeting. Managed to get some points down into my lappy but i still need to review certain parts. Close to the end of the meeting.....we all celebrated Kevin's belated Bday! Happy 18th Birthday Kevin! I still rmb i have not signed on the photo yet >.<

After the meeting Shahida and Amanda actualy planned to watch 'year one" at TM but somehow it was fated that not many of us wanted to go and both of them had to go home for their own personal reasons =/ Oh well, we CSC still can watch some other time =D

Went home early then around evening time....reached home, showered, changed clothing, set alarm to ring at 4am, hit the sack at 8pm.
Totally KO-ed out that night, once my head hit the pillow, my eyes got heavy and i dozed off. Darn it la.... i left my com on to download game and at 2am suddenly i hear familiar sounds coming from my com.... it sounded so loudly the second time i almost jumped out of bed! I then realised the sound was caused due to someone talking to me on MSN. At that point of time i was like "Sian lars... i wan slp till 4am not 2am T.T" but i had alreadly slept 6h so i was quite awake. The convo was about discussion on the main comm t-shirt. After that everyone went to slp while i was randomly surfing the net till today morning =(  however,luckly, i manage to get some shut eye once the dawn broke, at least more rest will help me later on in the morning =D

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           


Tada, today morning after waking up went to Bedok CC to play basketball with BV frens. Total 6 of us and we played full court just before we left for market at blk17 to eat lunch. It has been quite long since we played and ate together at the market =) received a sms from the someone who i the end told me not feeling that well, so today was unable to eat dinner =(

Then, received a sms from xinyi whether want to watch orphan later in the day. Well, of couse i want to  catch a movie since yesterday i missed my chance =D Met yuli and xinyi at bedok mrt and we train-ed down to vivo city just to catch the movie XD

The movie details~~~(i don't want make spoilers here so ask me personally if you really want to know XD )~~~ Yupp thats it for details!
Sadly , this show is full of sensored stuff like vulgarities(F***-ing blah blah / Bi***), artistic pictures and magezines( you should know wad i mean lars) but hey look at the positive side,  the plot was good and some comedy scenes were included to break the still silence.
personally i will rate it 3/10 ,but if rating it as a normal viewer, i think 7/10 would be good >.<

We ate at Carl's jr. after movie and talked about school stuff... reminded of old days =)  I think i had done too many things for the day and felt a little unwell actualy after dinner. Quickly drew money at ATM to return xinyi and home we went. I think i should say sry to both of your for spoiling your moods since i was quite quiet then =( 


This holidays of mine does not even feel like holiday. Shall list the upcoming events i have till school almost starts!
1)2rd Sep (tml), cooking tang yuan at kevin's house =D
2)3rd Sep, P10 Wellness Meeting
3)5th-6th Sep, Hand Cycling at Simei ITE
4)6th-7th Sep, Cell Chalet =DD
5)7th-9th Sep, IITSC CAMP!
6)12th Sep, Zhi Shan elderly tour
7)19th-20th Sep, Night cycling from ECP to Marina Barrage
8)23rd-25th Sep, Long Awaited CSC CAMP!
9)29th-30th Sep, SC CAMP!
10)1st Oct, Magical Autumn III
11)2nd-5th Oct, AC CAMP @ Pulau Ubin!

till i have time to actualy post about the events, i don't think im blogging so soon XD

Have been doing alot these few days and im super to post them all T.T
I think at most im going to list out all the exciting stuff i have done since after exams!

1)L4D + Team Fortress 2 at PC BUNK with classmates =D
2)Watched "where got ghost" with classmates!! =D
3)Staring at my com playing DarkEden, it's a MMORPG (thou not that nice >.<)
4)Sending e-mails to people (important de lor! Now alot of things go thru e-mails...)
5)Babysitting my 2 cuz,Daniel and Esther( My two cute cuz, older bro 5yr old, younger sis 2yr old)
6)Badmintion with Cell at void deck ( hahas...why the court book wrong date!!! )
7)Getting the t-shirt supplier's number and then decided to change supplier =.=
8)Bought a new USB controller = can 2 people play WE8 now on computer!!

Hmm can't rmb all now cause tired le >.<
But i'm excited for tml too. Some BV frens and I are going back to school tml for teachers day =D
Sad to say i have to leave by 1pm cause I have CSC meeting at 2pm. However its ok for me, at least
I should be able to see all the teachers who taught me before =)

Last words.... Plz tue or some other day be free then eat lunch/dinner with me >.<
Reason why i'm asking so? I dunno how to say =l But i'm sure i can figure it out and explain XD

random post here so as to keep my blog updated...

Exams coming soon means i have to start mugging on books le T.T (as if i would do so =9)
Exams = holidays = free time = outings!!!!!
Well... looks like part of my holidays are already occupied so faster come book me if your want >.<


Last sunday i and some classmates went suntec for the toy games and comic convention. My first time
to such an event  thus was quite excited throughout!! The main highlights was COSYPLAY!!! Some familiar
characters like Misa Misa( death note) and pikachu ( pokemon) were all dressed up by fans. Someone even
wore the full suit for GUNDAM!!!(strike or freedom i think >.<)

Other than cosplay, there were also toy displays and t-shirts sold. Alot of transformers  and G.I.JOE figurines
were on display. I also a series of DOME TEE SHIRTS!!! WII and DS lite was also promoted at the convention hall.
Well overall i feel that this event was not very big but also not very small. Hope that i would be able to attend another
of such events=D


Things im looking out for:
-EXAMS
-EXAMS OVER
-IITSC CAMP
-CSC CAMP
-CLASS OUTING/BBQ ( if i manage to plan something >.<)
-OLD FRIENDS OUTING( you know who you are =D)

and of couse getting to know "someone" better during this gracious and wonderful period of time XD

Woots! Today afternoon went downtown to bowl with cell members =D
Meet them around 2pm at Ehub eat and went to bowling alley!
Today alot of people ahs and had to wait close to1h for the lanes >.<
Hehes it has been long ever since the last outing with them.. sad daniel not theres =(

After that went to Tamp1 to have dinner with the whole family to celebrate my grandma's
BIRTHDAY! So exact rites 9th August. Ate at 'Dian Xiao Er''  and the food was unexpectedly
good XD Well the day ended just like that for me... however it shall be a fantastic tomorrow
i hope ^^

Don't think i will post alot of about today but maybe jsut something i'm still concerned about...
Someone( you know who) is having fever so i pray that you recover fas fas and not get worse and
that you would come to school with your bright smile =D

YES! I finally get some time off to blog here >.<

Why revival?? cause i am starting to get back my pace for doing work!
So happy and glad that i manage to do so in not a very long time ( though it can be even shorter)
i shall post about certain events then =)

One of which would be movie outing at cinelesure. It has been like quite some time ever since i
last saw joanne and xiu qin liaos. Somehow they had 3 extra tickets and xiu qin invited me to join
them=) as for the other 2 tickets, i manage to jio roy and jesslyn to join me XD
No idea what was it with me that day =/ total no mood at all as if i was dreaming the whole outing.
Sry i did not join your for dinner even though i could, maybe conversation would be better once
we sit down and eat =)

One memorable activity would be handcycling at Simei ITE. It was so encouraging to see the
disabled children not giving up at all even though handcycling is a very tough sport for them.
Especially when these children do not exercise alot, they might not have enough stamina to
do the sport. However, every single one of them persevered on to complete their round, which
is something i feel should be praised for. Overall, all of them enjoyed themselves and we volunteers
too had an enjoyable afternoon. =)

Some people that i miss alot suddenly, and i really mean alot. Maybe a simple lunch or dinner together
would be enough for me to actualy satisfy the urge.
They are non other than...drum roll please~~~~~~~ (copycat somebody de XD)
-Yuli
-Rachele
-Shu Xuan
-Brenda
-Daniel
-Joanne
-somebody
hey hey they are not in any order okies but wow, what a long list there >.<

well well, hope this is enough to keep my blog alive for awhile =D shall stop here and go sleep le!