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Im love sick,
Yet in reality? Maybe its just me feeling lonely.
Am I really feeling lonely then? Probably my dear.

However why was it that I still worry for you?
Your Joy throughout the day
Your Insecurity of the mind & heart
Your Attitudes towards life
Your Eyes not weeping in tears
Your Nights with peaceful, sweet dreams

ok why am I even writing like this.

You really matter to me, really really matter
but I feel incapable at times because I could do nothing.

Its like I've found the treasure map, but I don't know how to read it.
Slowly day by day I try, I've made success, and failures.
And at this point of time, I'm losing lots of motivation.

Dear I pray that I can find a new motivation soon!
Else I fear that you would get bored of me.

I once placed my trust in you
And now I'm still looking for that in you.

Sometimes...
Bin Bin just ain't as strong as I can be... 
Bin Bin just ain't as brave as I should be...
Bin Bin just ain't as positive as I always was...

I really just want to end this misery I place on myself now and take a breather,
But I don't want to and never want to let go of my dearest.

So sometimes...
Bin Bin just need to be stronger than how I was before...
Bin Bin just need to be braver than how I am currently...
and most importantly Bin Bin just need to be more positive than how I can become in future...

I'm weak, yet strong....

somebody just end my life now would you? or walk with me till the very end?
Dear, I love you and I'm sorry for being useless...

Dear,

I wonder if you would by chance read this but.... I really just feel im useless every time it comes to this...
Every chance given to me, somehow there is some point that I make you feel it was not cherished.

I've constantly not allowed this point to flow within my mind but... this time I really need to let it out.

Just ignore what I mentioned above.

I Love You

and that's all I will bravely continue to say =3

Cause keeping us going is what I can do best to you now.

I could hardly breathe now~
would I still be able to save you?
Even if I don't I want to...

My Dear! It has been 1month and staying strong =D
Though today I may have made you angry for visiting you at such a late timing,
I know deep inside you were happy to see me =3

Shall keep this post short! Love you dear!

Pinky* =3

 Looking back at all these posts I made... much emotions came up and I feel so myself again.
But I clearly know that this self was the past me and I have really changed alot ever since entering poly till now...
Wow, 2 years have passed in my poly life, I can only say it has been a roller coaster ride throughout.

One thing after reading all these posts, there was 1 thing I was very certain about.
I love you my dear, with all my heart, my soul.
Never will I try to back down again from love cause I want to cherish you be the one to give you a lovable bright future.
If you somehow manage to read this,

~TOUCH MY HAND~
Saw you from a distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

In a sea of people
There is only you
I never knew what the song was about
But suddenly now I do

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights
A wonder wall of stars
But the one that's shining out so bright
Is the one right where you are

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again

Saw you from the distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
(Reach out to you, touch my hand)

I'll never get the chance again
(Reach out as far as you can)
I'll never get the chance again
(Only me, only you and the band)
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand, yeah

 Today's Teachers Day!! =D

2 years has passed and I wonder if my teachers could still recognise me xD
Most importantly... are they still teaching there still?? =/

I was looking at Bedok View's website under teaching staff section
and i tried to search for all the teachers who has taught me before.
To my surprise, most of them were still there =D
This means most likely i would be able to see them later on!!

However, one name was missing....
MISS WEI, WHERE IS YOUR PICTURE IN THE STAFF PAGE! =(
I suppose you went to further studies or change of job...
Maybe i shall try talking to yaw on msn, to keep up with ya ;)

OMGZ.. 4.30am exact! gtg take a nap! else my teachers would be seeing a zombie visiting them =x


I want to see you somehow my friend...
Kinda regret not keeping in touch with you at all.
2 years has passed
would i be able to recognise you?
or would you STILL be able to recognise me?
xiao mei mei, HSX

A picture speaks a thousand words

 

All the best for your overseas degree!! =D

Some song i remember hearing form 98.7FM way long ago in the past

ENJOY!! =D